Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Different Skies

The sky pours out biblical rain
Then days so still,

the beauty gives you pain

- She's Saving Me by Indigo Girls


One of the little compensations of having to endure city traffic every workday evening is the cocoon of reverie that the long drive in my car affords.

It gives me the chance to do something that I wouldn’t otherwise find the time for – look at the evening sky.


At two points along the drive, the road morphs into a flyover, rising above the earthbound, crawling traffic. A momentary vista opens up across my windscreen, revealing an expanse of city skyline.

Down below, the metallic segments of the traffic millipede slowly inch on in an impotent whirl of wheels.


I love the serenity of an open sky. There’s a quiet dignity in its impassivity. One that is not lost even when its stage is alive with all manner of clouds busy impersonating chicken drumsticks, Mr. Potatohead or fluffy ballerina hippos.

It’s a solitary pleasure; watching the sky and its cast of clouds rising meringue-like from the city’s crust. No matter the level of white noise from humanity’s pulse, the sky remains indifferent to our petty squabbling and fishbowl posturing, save occasionally for an indignant change of hue whenever we spew too much of our crap into it.

You could be in the midst of a moving, hanky-soaked fairy garden wedding, and the massive ebony Tower-of-Doom clouds looming over, hell-bent on objecting, wouldn’t give a toss.


Twice in my life, I have had the good fortune to witness soul-numbingly, majestic skies.

At the Lake St. Clair National Park in Tasmania, I watched a silent parade as a pantheon of gods crossed the sky in gossamer wisps and cumulous gowns. I stood in the embrace, almost, of an ageless cradle of mountain, cloud and ice; savouring the icy silence of a pristine wilderness.

A moment forever etched in my memory.


Another time, halfway across a continent, how glad I was that I’d opted for the cheaper accommodation in the central desert of Australia.

The circle of khaki tents that looked so romantically British India in the copper sand transformed at night into a sheltering outpost around the flickering light of our campfire.

And oh, the view.

In the desert sands beneath Uluru, I lay on a canvas camp-bed watching star-fire burn cold diamonds into the onyx blanket of galactic sky.

Perspective.

That’s the gift that the sky offers you.

***

Return this man to Huma's breast
Beyond the wild, impartial skies;
Grant to him a warrior's rest
And set the last spark of his eyes
Free from the smothering clouds of wars
Upon the torches of stars.

Let the last surge of his breath
Take refuge in the cradling air
Above the dreams of ravens, where
Only the hawk remembers death.

Then let his shade to Huma rise,
Beyond the wild, impartial skies.

- Huma's Song, from the Dragonlance series

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

oh - thought you meant a different song. all about eve or sthg...

hmm.. should stop calling you then, on the drive back?

my most unforgettable moment of speechless skygazing happened in much nearer lands. on the way home from my grandma's place in soaking stone, the sunset over the paddy fields caught our breath and held us captive. mum stopped the car, and she, my brother, cousin and i all piled out and just stood there - worshipping, almost - in silent awe. behind us, cars, lorries and motorbikes zoomed past, but we neither heard them, nor noticed the pungent smell of the nearby rubber factory.

i was at the most 10 years old then :)

Anonymous said...

when i was younger, my mom would make us like spring clean the hse ever so often.. the best part was when all the chores are done, we cannot go inside the hse until the floor is dry.. then, me and my sis will lie down on the outside porch and look at the clouds forming "objects" in the sky..

Anonymous said...

oh wow, this is so beee-U-tiful! reading this, i practically SAW those skies! awed by the writing as well as the image formed by it.

Anonymous said...

Is this one of your "creative" writing efforts? U've always had it with writing beautiful pieces...or the classes paid of, hahaha :)

Anyway, I hardly have the luxury to look at the evening sky after work. When I leave, it's normally pitch black liao! *sigh*

Anonymous said...

Lovely imagery as usual. Unfortunately here in London it's a little difficult to romanticise the sky. Let's see... 'Grey'. 'Stormy'. 'Dark'. 'Cloudy'. 'Scary'. Oooh, let's not forget 'wet and depressing'.

Sigh.

Anonymous said...

Porkchops - (shd be glad I don't call you Hogzilla after last night!) Cherish that moment well. Where to find paddy fields these days in Melaka.

Biow - What a nice memory:) Shd blog it.

Sue - Thank you. I was picturing that night sky in my mind and the image of diamonds immediately jumped in.

LFS - Huak huak...I hadn't done my homework for the class, so I decided to do it here. Writing from a single word - "sky".

You're certainly going to be spending more time in the sky soon! Take time to stare out the plane window :)

Jay - Can what...the darker side of life is, after all, a lot more fascinating. ;)